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Mi Heroina
03:06
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with an ice cube and a dull needle
we pierced our ears after school
i remember laughing so stupid
now the morning is dark
and it hurts to smile....
when you're homeless
everything just seems to hit so close to home
gazing out at stars
through tiny cutout cardboard pinholes
ritual fills a void inside an irrational soul
that calls my name
down the radiating alleyways of Chernobyl
while above a kettle
of scolding vultures circles
the taste of ice cream cone
unsaved in a church full of cannibals
i remember praying in secret
now the night is long
and drawn out as hell....
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Othello, O beware!
03:00
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i wish your door would have been barred.
i would have thought twice before i knocked.
i wish the boy who answered was....
not your "friend" you always "met" at the bar..
i wish i would have listened to
all those nightmares that you
told me to ignore so i forgot..
i wish i wasn't always thinking with my heart
in such deep morbid thought.
And when you came home gushing blood
i wish i were a vampire and sucked all of it up,
but i'm not the monster you thought i was.
know know no no i'm not some drooling
fiendish werewolf with claws...
i'm just a soul trapped up in some other dimension
screaming out while everyone pays
little to no attention to it.
i'm just a ghost that sometimes flickers in your room
the guardian of your impending doom.
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look at my face and you can tell
that there's a skull
underneath this flesh
please take my hands
use them as a crutch
because i don't feel anything
follow my shadow into my chest
let it bring you down
detaching you like a critic....
Now you're staring at a reflection
in the rear view mirror
but you're not driving away from it...
And you say that you have learned
your lesson
while you hold your maker
accountable for most of it...
look at my scars think of how they felt
when they were holes
so violent and fresh
please understand
that's not what i meant
but lately everything means nothing
watch as the gray clouds form from my breath
let them rain down
hydrofluoric acid.....................
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Mariana's Trench
03:39
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For three whole days i held my breath
i sank down.........
to the depths of Mariana's trench
pulled an icicle out from my chest
now i'm the tallest snow-capped peak on Earth
Mt. Everest..
On the 7th day stared down the sun
I went blind.................
with these visions of cataclysmic ends
and the deepest fears that release when
my spine bends as far backwards as i can.
I need some fresh air to feed this wanting flame
I drank some water. It didn't change a thing
Just made me thirstier for an explanation of everything
while I lost my voice from ranting on and on about
absolutely nothing......
Fishing alone on the dead sea
I got high..............
off the cold wind blowing in self pity's
innate pleasure seeking properties
that every human being's brain thinks it needs
The truth will find you as you sleep
and as I lie..........
birds are becoming notes on power lines
gravity gives out, planets align
to form a paradox where reality unwinds.
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